Popping nootropics in a cocktail dress
I gotta get up from my bed, get my hotmail checked
And not a stock sale yet to bring things to conclusions
A green eyed kid, some pink ink on a blueprint

Saying yes to the dress, put a miss to the test
It's like we're getting vested in it yet we wouldn't invest
It's chess, or complicated, wouldn't risk success
The spits impress but something is amiss, a mess

Bad days, feel like walking medical waste
And til I'm on an anesthetic the aesthetic remains
History is like a tide beating ever in place
But I might be inside the undertow instead of the wave

If I fail, curse, if I ever pass, voodoo
And how you do the hair, eyes, nails, let's ask YouTube
When people smiling at me to be nice, acting nice back,
Otherwise I’m gonna lose my head - Mad Mew Mew

I like the medicine but not a fan of therapizing -
Wink in daguerrotypes, singing in a barren silence
The unfair sex test me, a dare to violence
And getting yelled at every night behind a pair of eyelids

Ravish some beats, but when the rapping decrease
I’m taking walks - neighbor used walk his cat on a leash
I crumpled up my heart and now I'm tryna flatten the crease
And at this point I might forget the point it rather defeats

Quarantine hurts me, I want more dates
They're driving past the sandpiper nest, Hawthorne place
And ignoring the sandpaper voice, off-form face
You separate them cus they're disjoint, Hausdorff space

I wanna build myself a castle out of sixteen-sets
And keep it pristine to death, do you miss me yet
I'd rather show up in philosophy than history texts
Do what her instinct says until her instinct's ex

J is for Josephine, O is for "oh great"
S is for snakes and the sound so you go away
I am a deity, and E makes me OK
Give me three weeks, I'll be calling this an old name